FABRiCATiON

That's that. I'm so close to crying right now that it isn't useful to even think about it anymore. I think... I've been patient enough. I also think, I've been good. Maybe, just maybe, doing all these show things are honestly not worthwhile.

So it seems I'm not really prepared. Truth is, I can't prepare much when the people involved aren't pitching in enough to help me out here.

And I go around barking at people for things, when people seriously aren't really interested. I can so tell... It's hard when you have to take instructions I know. But if there isn't contributions, then somebody's gotta do something. That ass has got to be me.

I'm sick of being an ass. Really. Why should I bear that brunt for so many others, when I can use all that time, effort, and money to go holiday, rejuvenate, and live life? Maybe I was right... people are just simply sluts for their wants. I included.

Well, I can't really blame anyone except myself for starting this.