LEARNT

I think I have to learn to be an employee in my own company. It's not working out, that I was actually working on Halloween, when I should just round up the cause and head out for a party!

It didn't happen of course. Not much to my liking.

Yes, I shall learn how to finish my work and call it a day. That way, I can be more productive than procrastinating.

I've been playing a word game online for the longest time, and guess what, I can actually feel my way around the keyboard, no longer needing to look at it as I type. That's gotta say that I'm spending too much time on the game isn't it?

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I made one of my life's most disheartening decisions today. I told someone off, and decided enough is enough. Yes, indeed, enough is enough. I've been too nice to people all the time, to the point I can forgive people who do the same things all over, never learning their lessons, never learning from their mistakes. So I decided for sure, I cannot forgive anymore, for if there is one person I cannot forgive still, it's myself for being nice to others when they deserved nothing more than their responsibilities, and I, baring the brunt of their mistakes.

Then again, what is a mistake? To err is to be human. But yet, it feels like I'm used and only usable when needed. That's not what I am? I am someone. But it seems taking me for granted is easy, when I come forth so willingly and sincerely, its so easy to forget that I am human too.

Oh, salute those who've braved the weather with a cardboard over their heads. If God made a money-back guarantee on life... can I have my money back?