You know what they say about being absolutely intangibly zoned out - the whole body, mind and soul takes a dip into the parallel worlds of heaven, earth, and hell, not knowing actually where to be headed for, and just pauses into a warp. Then, snapping out, the physical body that relies on the existence of a mind, and the mind that holds on to whatever soul is left, returns to the only place it can exist. Zoned out. I've been there a lot lately.
I've recently been pricking my conscience over who I really am, where I am headed for, but incredibly, how to spin a truthful tale. It's humbling how people point out my mistakes in the hope that I improve, but more importantly, humbling even more because I've exhausted all my knowledge in dealing with things, and beginning to learn a whole lot more with help, rather than just plain sailing into the unknown, thinking everything that has come to pass, will repeat, materialise, and eventually take root, seeding the future paces rather than impeding them.
But well, we all learn. I would gladly be anywhere, doing anything, than here pondering about, nothing.
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