YESTERDAY

My favorite pass-time seems to be chasing sorrow of late, making sure that musings of success turning into catastrophic epics stay fresh like blood oozing out the wounds. I recently completed the guide assembly of a song that someone else wrote for a film, and turns out, the song zipped stronger in my head than any other. As much as I thought the song was beautifully written, it didn't quite catch on with the masses. Proven. Destiny rules stronger than efforts, sacrifices, faith, and prayers.

So there. I've thrown in the towel, yet many things continue to creep up and seemingly breathes hope that just doesn't make anything better. It made me continue to believe, yet strangely, nothing is moving towards the final drive. If I was driving, the car must have crashed at just about every turn, even brushing with sparks on a straight road beside another.

How can I move on when there is really nothing left to believe in?

I used to say, that when you've nothing, everything else is to gain. True that. So do I really need to lose myself even, just to make it worthy and capable? Because, that's what is really getting close to being. Losing myself.

I've got some neat pictures that I've been wanting to upload. So here's one, that I really thought made sense.