Sunday, May 07, 2006

HILL

It's strange - not that I'm complaining but tblog can use a decent updating system. It's been a rather trying time to access and update, and for a faithful subscriber like me, it's getting quite tough to keep myself here.

But fact is, it's getting harder to blog. Not that I don't have the time, but it's just one of those periods you suddenly feel like there's nothing to blog about, talk about, or even think about.

Something big came up lately, and by all good, I'm very impatient to get a hold of it, make sense of it, and even just be with it. I know it ain't going to be easy, but somehow it gave a brand new direction, a brand new motivation, even a proper introduction and initiation.

And I'm talking about D.C. with a lot of affiliations and emotions attached. It's like, suddenly, a rock can nail a wall in, and a sponge can hold a house up.

Such a major force is god-like - you waltz into the party like a superstar or get whizzed into the mountain summits like some VIP on a speed and steroids concoction.

It's kinda rare these days that I have any premonitions about my own future and those of others - perhaps I so chose to block it out and not be so hung up about it, or perhaps it just doesn't come anymore. But I think I just don't wanna know. I really don't, but one came.

Did I mention that I hadn't had sun for a while now. I love the sun - for the years I've been keeping myself in dinghy dark studios, this is like revenge. Anyways, this was started like 8 hours ago, but I guess I took my time. What's happening with everyone else?

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