ILLUSION

*Exclusive on BLOGSPOT: this is the toughest blog to manage since tblog... screwed up my settings like the upteenth time and yet, layout's still wrong...grr...

Picked this word up from the song, "Praise", originally written by Mario some time back, which I took, arranged, recorded, and performed on. I just like the last bit though, it's just somewhere between wanting to do it and not doing it.

And Colin + Kero... cute mah! Cherisse say not cute...

I stole some time out of today to stone a little, wipe the mind blank, and just to forget I am alive. Whenever it feels the uphill journey's gonna crash, I'll withdraw into a stage of holes, where every step is a risk of falling through. Reasons aplenty to do just that today, not because work took a toll, I mean, it sort of did? But I think it's all about emotions. If I can put emoticons here for today's, it be one of rainbow in a thunderstorm.

Came to realise the fundamental theory of being - we're born hungry. Just that. It's all about filling the tummy and switching off. Challenge me on that.

Courteously called an express company today to send a parcel out, asked like a hundred questions, queried another thousand ifs, then told me this: they can't sent negotiable items. And what's that you ask? I was trying to send some CD's and fashion accessories out. And did I hear you ask why can't they send those? The answer is: they can't send negotiable items. Are you wondering like me about why they can't make an exception? The reply was: they can't send negotiable items. So what's negotiable items? They told me they are the items I was trying to send. And why can't they send negotiable items like CDs and accessories? Simple: cos they are negotiable items. Right. Ask this company again and they'll probably tell you, "Dunno How La!"

So I searched other express companies, and apparently you can't send things like (mind you, they are actually in the company policies and government laws): Explosives (duh), Perishables (double duh), items with values higher than their original purchased values (DUH DUH DUH - like what?! shit?!), and it's like this whole long list of duh items. Ok. Maybe I'm ignorant about the laws, the regulations, the policies and whatever other rules there are, but I JUST WANT TO SEND A PARCEL!

So I came up with this idea of getting my friend to send it right, and I asked how much can I pay him to do it. Trust me, I might as well fly there myself. So I figured why not just pay a cab and get it driven just bloody delivered, then my friend said, "yeah right, he takes the money and the parcel, drives halfway through, dumps it out the cab, and goes home." Good point there though. So I finally settled, snail mail. Urgent, but, what choices do I have?

Anal. Dunno How La!

I thought this Easy-Black color scheme softens the white impact a little, easier on the eyes, and softer on the tones. Then again, what eyes and what tones?!

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