RETURN

So now found out what returning home means. Or maybe I'm speculating. Its about going back to the place we were all born, and other things probably don't quite matter. Questions is, why wasn't I informed?

Perhaps some transitions are easier to bare than others, but to be quietly waiting and not knowing can cut really deep. How silly am I to think that there are others who may share the same dreams and goals, or might just want to give it a shot? Naive? Yeah. Now I feel really dumb.

Much like how the gang broke into its own demise, simply because people don't try. I ever questioned if I was asking for too much, but factually, am I so hard to unconvince? I don't think so, and I certainly don't think I would need to be prompted for being a lesser person, and let alone being selfish. I don't think I am selfish, self-centered or even ignorant.

I was just too devoted to others' well-being, that I forgot, with renewed energies each time I know I can help, that people may just be tired.

Or maybe I'm tried of being tired.

Yeah, I guess being completely unaware that I may be tired and then tiring out, and eventually tiring of tire might not be so bad a thing after all.

Oh passion... if there is a word that describes my disappointment, that be incantly.