Sorry, but I can't help feeling very cheated over how I run my projects. It's like, inspiring as it may be, to be taken advantage of so unguardedly and openly just feels awful.
I know its all about looking forward, but even at a personal level, people think I'm some jerk around toy sometimes.
Sad to say, people who point the fingers at the flaws of others seldom see the flaws in themselves. I'm currently bedridden with what to do next for the company and myself. It's a pity to let it go, but the rent is something I'm just not simply ready to pay out just because it is "the current rate". Tell me long-standing relations matter, yes, for sure, but it certainly doesn't quite feel like it.
Well, fuck it. I'm done thinking and worrying. If things still persist in their current flow, it's about time to pull the stops and just move on.
