PRECiOUS MOMENTS

While we try our best to create little moments of memories, there are bound to be some hard hitting misses. I got one tonight again, and it breaks a lot of me to even find any reasonable explanations. All I wanted was a little time, is that so hard to get? I think I've been thinking too much for others to the point I hurt myself too much. Sucks.

TREASURES

I finally learnt it the hard way: how to treasure people for who they really are when all these time I've seen them in such a different light that I imagined them to be. It's a new lease of life really, to be able to discover the truth behind all that I used to think, that were not!

What a revelation!

For those I always thought were questionable, they were not! I was! Wow... it's like finding out that the square table I been using was actually round!

How silly of me! Never to take people at first impressions or perception, because I can be so drastically off tangent! Not to mention, I might just have lost the opportunity to see the real sides had I gone on formulating only my own thoughts... I'm glad I saw things sooner, that I need to improve myself so much so much more. I may have taken my weaknesses overly defensively to the point I pull others down to mask just that.

But not anymore. I'm gonna reinvent myself. I must. I do not want to waste anymore opportunities or time judging people. Rather, I shall rediscover myself and relate to people in a whole new way!

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I never hurt this bad or cried this hard.

SOMETiMES i CRY

When I've nowhere else to hide
Like when I wake up in the morning
And the world is undefined