I'm so sick and tired of working to pay off debts. It's draining me so much to the point I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. Consistently, I burn weekends just to get more jobs, cut more sales, or try to improve something that could possibly be more useful for the money. But..
I so need someone to talk to right now, but no one's available, and I'm dying inside knowing I've done so badly in my social circle because time has been dedicated to undo all that's gone bad previously. I hate it.
But. Surviving this is so critical for my eventual evolution to being free. Break the chains so to speak, yet nowhere close.
And at this rate, the body and mind's not gonna take the amount of punishment I'm throwing them to, which would naturally deteriorate the evolution process to minimal, then nothingness.
Remember, I miss you yeah.
