MAYBE iT WAS SO

Tonight made me realized nothing is real. For whatever that had happened, and has happened, it was not meant to be. Many things.

What probably disturbed me more is how volatile human relationships are. No matter how hard we try, there's that hundredth to one chance it just craps out.

Perhaps my own doings are my own demise. What we do wrong will eventually have to be paid back. That's the way things be. And had been. Has been. Will always be.

Today is the sixth day that it rained on my party. And that's the longest stretch ever. It's time to rise above. And watch the clouds.